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       I dropped a tear in the ocean.

    The day I find it is the day i stop loving you.  

     

     

     
     
     
     
     
       
     
     
     
     
     
     
     One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."
     
     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     
     
       The hardest thing about dreaming about someone you love...is to wake up. 
    but if the only place I could see you was in my dreams...i'd sleep forever. 

     

     

     
     
     
     
     
     
      

                

     

     

    I was lost in a lonely sea. A portrait painted solo, lack of glee. Now just a black smoke memory, the times fades slowly, yet, so rapidly.

     

    A fear of falling holds my wrist. I point my fist, and turn and twist. But something's pushing me and will succeed.

     

    And though I wish, a shoot and miss, and try to get away from this, there's nothing I can do, that I can see.

     

    Why did you have to happen now? I'm all in doubt. Confusion takes its route. When everything was so damn clear, you made my clarity just disappear.

     

    Each word you say brings me back to, beautiful you. The things you do. And now I find myself oh so confused.

     

    I yell and scream, and hope and dream. Life is so mean. But why to me? My body and my soul feel so abused.

     

    You’re somebody I can't forget. I can't regret, it just leaves me upset. When everything was looking up, you came along and emptied out my cup.

     

    No matter how it boils down. I swim or drown, or smile or frown. I'll still have every last sweet memory.

     

    I want to show my soul to you, and come unglued, forget my rules. I could not keep you as an enemy.

     

    But if you were to break in two, my love for you, I’d shed a tear or two. Be careful, because you own it all. My final fall depends on when you call.

     

    So let’s admit there's something there, it's in the air, and in my stare. I’m thinking I could give you all of me.

     

    So here you go, it's yours to keep. To hold or break. To love or shake. So here's my heart, try not to break it, please.

     
     
     

     

      

      Love like you've never been hurt. 

     

     

     
     
     
     
     
     
      
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

       

     

    A boy and a girl
    The best of
    friends

    From elementary
    to high school
    From beginning
    to end

    Through all these years
    Their
    friendship grew
    They both felt the
    same
    But neither knew


    Each waking

    moment
    Since the day that they
    met
    They both
    loved each other
    Sunrise
    to sunset

    He was all she had
    In her terrible
    life
    He was the
    one
    Who kept her from her
    knife

    She was his angel
    She made him
    smile
    Though
    life threw him curves
    She made it
    worth all the while


    Then

    one day
    Things went terribly
    wrong
    The next few
    weeks
    Were like a
    very sad song



    He made her

    jealous
    On
    purpose he tried
    When the girl asked *
    do you love me*?
    On purpose he
    lied



    He

    played with jealousy
    Like it was a
    game
    Little did
    he know?
    Things would
    never be the same

    His plan was working
    But he had no
    clue
    How
    wrong things would go
    The
    damage he’d do


    Then one night she

    broke down
    Feeling very
    alone
    Just her and the
    blade
    No one was
    home


    She dialed his

    number
    He answered
    "hello"
    She told him she
    loved him
    Then
    hung up the phone


    He

    raced to her house
    But came a minute too
    late
    Found her lying in
    blood
    And her
    heart had no rate

    Beside her was a note
    And in it her confession
    Her
    long for this boy
    Her only
    obsession



    As he read the

    note
    He knelt down and
    cried
    Grabbed her knife
    And that night they
    both died

    She was found in his
    arms
    Both of them
    dead
    Under her
    note
    His
    handwriting said

    I love her so

    She never knew

    All this time,

    I loved her too…

     
     

     

      You know it's love when you want him to be happy.

    even if you're not part of the happiness. 

     

     

     

     

     

     

     
     
     

     

          

         

    10th grade
    As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called “best friend”. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

    11th grade
    The phone rang On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn’t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.


    Senior year
    The day before prom she walked to my locker. “My date is sick” she said; he’s not going to go well, I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as “best friends”. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn’t think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said “I had the best time, thanks!” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.


    Graduation Day
    A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, “you’re my best friend, thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.


    A Few Years Later
    Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say “I do” and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn‘t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said “you came!” She said “thanks” and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.


    Funeral
    Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my “best friend”. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: “I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn’t notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!”
    I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.

     

     
     
                               

                                        

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      Always be yourself,
    because the people who mind dont matter.

    and the people who matter dont mind.  

     

     

     

     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

    She looks back at me,

    Her face pale and white,

    Her hair hangs wildly,

    And her eyes look sad and tight.

     

    If she dies tomorrow, next week or today,

    There are things she will regret,

    And things that she should say.

     

    She’s not afraid to die,

    But there are things she should have said,

    But she didn't know how to voice them,

    So she kept them in her head.

     

    So if she never sees you,

    She wants you to know,

    You'll be in her heart,

    Wherever she may go.

     

    She looks into my eyes,

    This girl who i call 'she,'

    A tear falls down her cheek,

    It's so easy to forget that this girl is really me
     
     

      

      Hating is easy, but love takes courage. 

     

     

     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

    Girl:  Slow down im scared
    Boy:  No this is fun
    Girl:  No its not, its too scary
    Guy:  Then tell me you love me
    Girl:  Fine i love you but slow down!
    Boy:  Now give me a big hug
    *Girl hugs Boy*
    Boy:  Can you take my helmet of and put it on your self? its buggin me.

    In the paper the next day:  ...A motocycle crashed yesterday into a building because of a brake failure, two
    people were involved, a male and female, but only one survied.

    The truth was that half way down the road the 18 year old boy realised that the brakes
    had broke, but he didnt want to let his partner know. Instead he made her say she loved
    him and felt her hug one last time, and let her wear his helmet so that she would live,
    realizing that he would be the one that died.

     

       

     The worst thing a guy can do is let a girl fall in love...when he doesn't intend on catching her fall.

     

     

     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

            Girl: ‘Am I pretty?
    Boy: ‘No...’  

    Girl: ‘Do you like me?’
    Boy: ‘No...’

    Girl: ‘If I left,
    would you cry?’
      

    Boy: ‘Of course not!”

      Because of this...
    The girl became
    sad and decided
    to leave

    But the boy
    grabbed her arm
    and said:

    'I don’t think
    your pretty...
    I think
    you’re beautiful.
    I don’t like you...
    I love you.
    And if you left...
     I wouldn’t cry
    I would die.'

     
     

    so will you be my nothing?  

     

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    hey say nothing lasts forever,
     
     

     

     

     

     

     

     
     
     

     

     
     
     
     
      

    She's lost in all the pain

    Trapped somewhere going insane

    She needs a sign

    Some kind of reassurance that

    Everything will be fine

    Living in a world of tears,

    She has no hopes, just fears

    Her soul is scarred and shattered

    She cant soar through life

    Because her wings are weak and tattered

    No one has ever told her that they care,

    She's reaching out, but no one's there

    Most days are a burden

    Ans she wonders when the hurting will end

    She feels so forlorn, with no one there to comprehend,

    She longs for love, someone to take her away

    Or just someone to live for everyday

    Because she's tired of this feeling,

    She's tired of emptiness while she's healing

    She tries over and over again to be stronger

    But every time the period of pain gets longer

    Even though she tries to hold them back, Her tears keep rolling streaking her cheeks black

    As she tastes them dying on her lips.

    Her heart tears and rips

    Her whole world is falling apart,

    But her smile hides her broken heart.

    Her laughter hides her feelings,

    That are still true.

     

    Who is this girl?

     

    She could be the girl sitting next to you...